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Everyday is Exactly the Same

Tue Mar 3, 2009, 7:09 PM
Wake up, sigh that I am awake.
Go shower, and hate myself more
Forget food, I don't need it anyways
Take the bus, stare out the window thinking of somewhere else
Get to school, sit on floor while friends are talking and having fun
I can't smile, there is no reason to smile
Go to period 1, hate myself more, doodle on page and ignore reality
Go to period 2, more doodling, or sleeping
Lunch, still no food, don't want it.
Sit on wall again while people laugh and have fun
Go to period 4, sleep during my spare
Go to period 5, sleep or doodle some more and still not pay attention to reality
Take bus home, again stare out window ignore reality
Get home, eat only meal in the day
Go to room, shut the door, and not open it till the morning
Sit in dark by Xbox and escape reality with games
Or sit in dark by computer and fall deeper into the Spiral
Go to sleep, truely escape reality for 5 hours.
Repeat...

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~shumuffles Mar 3, 2009, 8:12:56 PM
Damn
other then the X-box thing you just described my day today.
I'd give you advice but I have none, all I can say is hang in there :)

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"the uppers aren't necessary the guilt is the coal that keeps the fire burning to drive out the cold
that creeps in every corner crack and never leaves you alone till the lonely messengers come calling you back home"
-Rocky Votolato
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~BetrayedConfession Mar 3, 2009, 10:04:38 PM
agreed, same goes for me minus the bus and lunch part, and replace 360 with WoW

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Can I just say one more thing? Im not going to say you know, there are plenty more fish in the sea. Im not going to say if you love her let her go, and Im not going to bumbard you with cliches, but what I will say is this......its not the end of the world
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~DestructiveDelirium Mar 4, 2009, 2:51:38 AM
Yeah, i dunno if advice is really possible for that. but it's ok cause I'm not really looking for much. Just me being down, and felt like describing my day, everyday.
Like the title says for me, Everyday is Exactly The Same.
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~DestructiveDelirium Mar 4, 2009, 2:51:57 AM
why don't you play your damn xbox much?
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~shumuffles Mar 4, 2009, 6:24:00 PM
completely uderstandable!
Maybe I'll go to Canada and through off that horrable pattern you've fallin into!! ;) (haha, yeah right!! Trust me you don't have to worry about a crazy american showing up one day out of the blue, I can't even got to the mall without getting lost!) :D

--
"the uppers aren't necessary the guilt is the coal that keeps the fire burning to drive out the cold
that creeps in every corner crack and never leaves you alone till the lonely messengers come calling you back home"
-Rocky Votolato
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~DestructiveDelirium Mar 5, 2009, 2:41:11 AM
LMAO, well if you get lost in a mall...I dont recommend Canada. Everything up here looks fairly similar.
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~shumuffles Mar 5, 2009, 2:15:14 PM
lol
yeah but first I'd have to get there to get lost!!;)

--
"the uppers aren't necessary the guilt is the coal that keeps the fire burning to drive out the cold
that creeps in every corner crack and never leaves you alone till the lonely messengers come calling you back home"
-Rocky Votolato
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~BetrayedConfession Mar 5, 2009, 9:18:57 PM
i dunno, im doing what i consider important in wow right now...and its being more time consuming then usual

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Can I just say one more thing? Im not going to say you know, there are plenty more fish in the sea. Im not going to say if you love her let her go, and Im not going to bumbard you with cliches, but what I will say is this......its not the end of the world
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