Were have the days gone? The days where it still felt like the world was infront of me. When I felt belonging along side friends. Those days have gone. My childhood, my highschool years, they are gone. I don't feel like the world is infront of me anymore. I don't see a bright future full of possibilities as I once did. You can argue against that, but that won't change the fact that that is how I feel about the future. So many faces who I once called 'friends' are now just simple memories in my head. I've let so much slip away from me. I always knew the consiquences for my actions. But I never knew the impact of the consiquences would have on me emotionally. and regardless, I didn't care. I just let some of the possibly best times of my life, pass me by. But we all make choics that have negative outcomes. And we all must live with these choices for the rest of our brief exsistence. A major chapter in my life is now over. And now a new one begins. What will happen, only time will tell. But I will never forget the people whom I have left behind in my past. The people who have had a large impact on my life, and there are many people who have done so. I will never forget them as they were when we were friends. I wish those people the best of luck in the future. Cheers.
"Everyday the future looks a little bit darker. But the past, even the grimmy bits, keep getting brighter."