You can't rely on people in life.
True fact, that I have just come to realise recently.
No one cares for anyone but themselves anymore, sure most people say they care, that's just their pity talking. Or a way to get me to shut up.
Obviously im over generalizing, because there are people who can care about others...just it's not me they care about, which isn't their fault, I wouldn't care about me either, if I meet myself in person, I'd want to stab him.
I had two people who I thought I could reply on, of course as of late, they have managed to let me down. Again, not their faults, im not mad at them, they have lives, they shouldnt have to care about me. But it gets frustrating thinking that there is someone who will listen to any word you will say and always be there for you. Guess that's just a fantasy. I can say one other person slightly seems to care, I don't talk to her all the time about this stuff, but thats because of lack of communication abilities, but she has shown to care enough at a couple times I have been really "under the weather" And I'm thankful she was there that day.
But I guess that's my problem, I'm too dependent on other people, I'm always so depressed, I reply on others to talk too to let my feelings out. But lets face it, no one wants to always talk to someone who is always depressed. Maybe that's why I don'thave many friends, and really the only ones I have managed to keep are the ones I dont talk Deep to.